It's bad enough she was the very first one married to Kody and had to welcome another woman with open arms, but then to have to compete in getting pregnant first! The illusion of culpability feels as though it belongs to God alone, but responsibility belongs to those who are motivated to evil actions themselves.
Because back then you could shunt someone off to an institution and that was it.
Well, fast forward to yesterday and she had remorse and wanted to back out, but also didn't want to conceded to his ego.