Pain mixed with guilt, , and regret makes for a bitter drink, the taste of which I've seen take many months or even years to wash out of some mouths.
But four weeks after their union, Omaima, 24,.
Fear that something would lunge out and take your life.
This thing, death, this is what had you jumping in your seat at sudden noises in the dark.
Now, obviously you can't judge what you've scrawled while still in a state of suicidal depression.
But male suicide methods are often more violent, making them more likely to be completed before anyone can intervene.